Life is so busy, but not busy enough. My endgame goal is simple; I wish to be a well-rounded knowledgeable man in many different areas. I don't intend on having one main "major" or focus. As for my physycial fitness personal standard, I only hold that as a test of my own motivation. I like to measure and improve my mental capacity where I feel it needs work. Going to the gym just happens to be my current measure for my weakness of devotion. So to say the least, yes, I am proud of my work at the gym. Not for my physical gains, I could care less for those but for the mental gain.
Where am I going from here? I'm only 19 years old... I have a long way to go, especially since my high school "mix up" due to transferring school to school every year. For the time being while the military tells me I cannot attend college, I use wikipedia cross reference it's sources to ensure it's accuracy to learn of things I hadn't learned in school. But this is not enough for me, my thirst for knowledge exceeds self-teaching's limits, so I must pursue a better source of knowledge. I intend on attending college classes while I am still working full time in the Air Force. I need to first work on my generals; for one, they are required for my CCAF degree that I will be starting with. And for a second benefit, the knowledge I am missing can be resolved in all my generals at a freshmen level in college. In order my areas of weakness are History, Literature, Civics, English, and then Writing being last. Writing is a weakness of mine, and I am well aware of that (I am the editor of my own story at the moment, I make a lot of damned mistakes). Those are also my priorities in order. I will not let myself have a weakness, not even if it comes to knowledge.
As for things outside of learning and working I have had some free-time still, which is nice for mental relief but I do not see as necessary. When college roles around this December I'm sure that free-time will no longer be existing. My mindset on relationships is finally starting to clear up from the whole ex-girlfriend relief period. It took me a while I admit, but no longer than the average human. I hope to start dating a few new girls before I decide to settle down. At the moment my goal age for settling down is about 23 years old or so. This way I have time to let the 21 madness settle down, and I get to meet and learn a lot about people. Actually, come to think of it my number one weakness when it comes to knowledge is that of social communication. I have much to learn when it comes to this topic, and I also intend on fixing this. Over time.
